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Back to reality part 2

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So it's now three weeks into the new year and I've made it through two and a half weeks of school. It's Saturday morning and it's raining outside. My feeling of epic drowning has moved into more of a semi-floating, semi-flailing phase, and I'm hoping by the end of next week to have made it to some kind of semi-swimming state, so things are looking up. I was quite excited to have four days in a row of (mostly) blue sky this week, and it was nearly not dark when I walked home at 5pm yesterday evening, the weather seeming eager to prove a similar point.   Three things I've realised over the last couple of weeks: I'm not in the privileged majority for the first time in my life. What I have experienced I am sure is mild in comparison to the experiences of many others, and it is in most cases so subtle an onlooker would miss. The easiest way to explain it is that I find myself fighting for things which in the past were givens, and justifying choices w...

Welcome to reality

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Hope. It's a funny ol' word that stirs up varying emotions in different circumstances. Though some may call it wishful thinking, for me, Hope has often proved herself to be one of the most powerful little words in my possession. The instant her presence is noted she cannot be wished away. Instead she transforms the outlook of everyone and everything she comes in contact with. Without a single iota of change to a situation, she appears and switches up entire atmospheres. She embodies life, invokes courage, empowers change. As you might be able to tell, I'm quite a fan of hope. However, of late, I've found her quite elusive. It's been a rough week. Through a combination of events that were no one's fault in particular, I've been dealing with the challenge of adjusting to a new curriculum in a new country with vastly difference procedures, systems and approaches to doing things from how I am accustomed. I have 200 students' names to learn, ...